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Thursday, July 30, 2009
Bien malo ba io pagkahente? Por que ancina dimio bida ta pasa? Por que todo dolor taqui na dimio pecho :(
Bien duele man gad na cosa ta pasa ara na mio bida...Por que ba hinde ya lang puede tu ulbida kunele? Por que ba hasta ara tali lang ele siempre na tuyu bida. Tienebes ta pensa io si por que ancina tamen ele contigo. Quere iyo cre contigo pero por que mas ta gana el dimio pagkaduda? :(( Pirmi ya lang iyo ta lyura. Iyo mismo no sabe io si cosa io debe hace :(
Este mio coraozn, ta ama lang con tigo mas quin bien manada ya tu maga mali ya hace. Puede io deha contigo pero ta pensa io si paquilaya tu si nuay tamen iyo :(( ta ama pa ba gad io siempre contigo? or ta tiene ya lang io lastima contigo poreso taqui pa io siempre para contigo :(( No quire iyo hace tu aquel cosa ya pasa de mas antes cuando ya habla iyo deha ya iyo contigo, ya comite tu suicido :(
Por que ba? :((
Hasta cuando man kita ancina?
Este mio corazon ta muri hinay-hinay...Cosa pasa comigo si ta sinti io muerto ya gayot mio corazon? :((
Bien duele man gad na cosa ta pasa ara na mio bida...Por que ba hinde ya lang puede tu ulbida kunele? Por que ba hasta ara tali lang ele siempre na tuyu bida. Tienebes ta pensa io si por que ancina tamen ele contigo. Quere iyo cre contigo pero por que mas ta gana el dimio pagkaduda? :(( Pirmi ya lang iyo ta lyura. Iyo mismo no sabe io si cosa io debe hace :(
Este mio coraozn, ta ama lang con tigo mas quin bien manada ya tu maga mali ya hace. Puede io deha contigo pero ta pensa io si paquilaya tu si nuay tamen iyo :(( ta ama pa ba gad io siempre contigo? or ta tiene ya lang io lastima contigo poreso taqui pa io siempre para contigo :(( No quire iyo hace tu aquel cosa ya pasa de mas antes cuando ya habla iyo deha ya iyo contigo, ya comite tu suicido :(
Por que ba? :((
Hasta cuando man kita ancina?
Este mio corazon ta muri hinay-hinay...Cosa pasa comigo si ta sinti io muerto ya gayot mio corazon? :((
It's Thursday morning and yes, it's raining. I never really loved the rain...I mean I do, but not this kind of rain...This kind of rain gives me emotions that I can't handle so well...yeah right, talking about the gloomy days...It has been like so many days that I feel I am so stuck with so many things and I just wanted to get it out from my system...OMG...How can I even start when I don't even recognize the place where I am stuck :(
It has been a while since I've poured out what my mind wanted to speak when my lips can't. And trust me, this kind of feeling sucks so much...I just find myself hating myself >.<>
My life has never been easy...And somehow, at some point, I choose to give up...I guess that is my first and last resort though...I'm having so much trouble with my family issues, school stuff (which I really find myself stagnant) and yes, my personal life...Issues there, conflicts here...NO ONE HEARS MY SCREAM BEHIND MY SMILES T.T WHEN WILL THIS EVER END :((
There are so many things that has been bothering me...Some people may notice it though, because it's most of the time, I try to be transparent so I won't have a hard time trying to reach out to people who really know me...But sometimes, I feel like I need to nurse that feeling for myself...Maybe because I wanted to be independent on it, or maybe because I feel no one can myself but me...See how my life sucks? *LOL
I love my life though...and yes, i don't have everything a girl could wish for but I know I am happy with how life is...Although most of the time I screw up, behind the mistakes I've made are lessons learned though...But sometimes, even if I think I already learned from it, if crises happen again, I just can't seem to apply what I've learned...Then I thought to myself, life sucks...Oh my mistake, I suck *lol
Yes I am the drama queen, a CERTIFIED spolied brat...I even proclaimed one syndrome that you can never find in any medical books *haha-- THE MALDiTAH-BRATiNELLA SYNDROME-- Oh yeah I have that syndrome in me, ALWAYS and I MEAN ALWAYS! :)) And I couldn't care less if I have that nasty attitude..It's like "It's every man for himself...and hell yeah this is MY life, not yours, not theirs! :))
And now the rain has stopped...and guess what, I miss myself :)) I miss myself when I was so carefree...and yeah...I've been missing a lot of things lately...My personal life, my family, my clique...and yeah...those were the days...The days where I felt I was a child and that I was never afraid to get wounded. And now that I am grown up, I became more fragile, inside and out...How much ironic can this get? *argh! Sick of pain...and yes, medical books say that our hearts have no pain receptors and that hurt is all in the mind...But how come I feel my heart sinking? :( shucks. I'm a big mess :| This is just so frustrating and depressing :| Can somebody just shot me in the head? :))
Damn... I have so much unwanted emotions in me that makes me so pessimistic and skeptic...I HATE LIES...I HATE CONFLICTS...AND I HATE PAIN! But then the world has too much of it...I feel like I'm a sponge, absorbing all these f*uckin' elements...Yeah right AIZIE go to hell :))
I love inflicting pain to myself and I want to do it until it hurts me no more :)) And maybe by that, I can be numb, I'll learn not to care too much...I'll learn not to become fragile...*ahaaii... See how much I am misunderstood? :))
Enough of this crap...I only have two more days for school work...and I haven't even started yet...**BULLSH*T**
I'M WASTING MY TIME JUST SITTING HERE, THINKING OF HOW LIFE CAN BE MORE FRUSTRATING!
Let me end this for now...And one piece of advice :
IF YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME? HURT ME! :)) AND YOU'LL KNOW HOW I DEAL WITH IT ;)
It has been a while since I've poured out what my mind wanted to speak when my lips can't. And trust me, this kind of feeling sucks so much...I just find myself hating myself >.<>
My life has never been easy...And somehow, at some point, I choose to give up...I guess that is my first and last resort though...I'm having so much trouble with my family issues, school stuff (which I really find myself stagnant) and yes, my personal life...Issues there, conflicts here...NO ONE HEARS MY SCREAM BEHIND MY SMILES T.T WHEN WILL THIS EVER END :((
There are so many things that has been bothering me...Some people may notice it though, because it's most of the time, I try to be transparent so I won't have a hard time trying to reach out to people who really know me...But sometimes, I feel like I need to nurse that feeling for myself...Maybe because I wanted to be independent on it, or maybe because I feel no one can myself but me...See how my life sucks? *LOL
I love my life though...and yes, i don't have everything a girl could wish for but I know I am happy with how life is...Although most of the time I screw up, behind the mistakes I've made are lessons learned though...But sometimes, even if I think I already learned from it, if crises happen again, I just can't seem to apply what I've learned...Then I thought to myself, life sucks...Oh my mistake, I suck *lol
Yes I am the drama queen, a CERTIFIED spolied brat...I even proclaimed one syndrome that you can never find in any medical books *haha-- THE MALDiTAH-BRATiNELLA SYNDROME-- Oh yeah I have that syndrome in me, ALWAYS and I MEAN ALWAYS! :)) And I couldn't care less if I have that nasty attitude..It's like "It's every man for himself...and hell yeah this is MY life, not yours, not theirs! :))
And now the rain has stopped...and guess what, I miss myself :)) I miss myself when I was so carefree...and yeah...I've been missing a lot of things lately...My personal life, my family, my clique...and yeah...those were the days...The days where I felt I was a child and that I was never afraid to get wounded. And now that I am grown up, I became more fragile, inside and out...How much ironic can this get? *argh! Sick of pain...and yes, medical books say that our hearts have no pain receptors and that hurt is all in the mind...But how come I feel my heart sinking? :( shucks. I'm a big mess :| This is just so frustrating and depressing :| Can somebody just shot me in the head? :))
Damn... I have so much unwanted emotions in me that makes me so pessimistic and skeptic...I HATE LIES...I HATE CONFLICTS...AND I HATE PAIN! But then the world has too much of it...I feel like I'm a sponge, absorbing all these f*uckin' elements...Yeah right AIZIE go to hell :))
I love inflicting pain to myself and I want to do it until it hurts me no more :)) And maybe by that, I can be numb, I'll learn not to care too much...I'll learn not to become fragile...*ahaaii... See how much I am misunderstood? :))
Enough of this crap...I only have two more days for school work...and I haven't even started yet...**BULLSH*T**
I'M WASTING MY TIME JUST SITTING HERE, THINKING OF HOW LIFE CAN BE MORE FRUSTRATING!
Let me end this for now...And one piece of advice :
IF YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME? HURT ME! :)) AND YOU'LL KNOW HOW I DEAL WITH IT ;)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i AM SO iN LOVE WiTH CHASE COY'S (DEAR JULiET) SONGS
0 comments Posted by MiSZ.AiZiELiCiOUS at 4:57 PMMOST OF THE SONGS THEY HAVE ARE MY PERSONAL FAVORiTES :) THE MELODY, THE TUNE AND NOT TO MENTION, THE LYRiCS iTSELF ARE JUST SO SOOTHiNG :) PERFECT FOR SHORT JAMMiNG SESSiONS WiTH YOUR LOVED ONES, FAMiLY AND FRiENDS :)
PRESENTiNG : CHASE COY (DEAR JULiET)
i LOVE THEiR SONGS "NEVER CHANGE AND iF THE MOON FELL DOWN TONiGHT."
i HAD THESE TWO SONGS CLiPPED iN THE FiRST ViDEO i'VE EVER MADE. iT WAS A GiFT FOR MiKE ON OUR FiRST YEAR ANNiVERSARY :)
i WASN'T REALLY FAMiLiAR ABOUT THE BAND AND i FELT THE URGE OF FiNDiNG THE RiGHT SONG/S FOR THE ViDEO. SO i ENDED UP BROWSiNG SONGS IN YOUTUBE TO KNOW iF i CAN FiND ANYTHiNG NiCE THERE. AND EVENTUALLY, i DiD :)
AND SiNCE THEN, i KEPT ON BROWSiNG AND DOWNLOADiNG MORE SONGS OF CHASE COY (DEAR JULiET) AND i HAD THEM STORED iN MY LAPTOP, MY CELLPHONE, AND iN ANYWHERE i CAN DO SOUND TRiPPiNG :)
i ALSO CREATED A PLAYLiST OF THEiR SONGS AND I POSTED iT ON MY MULTiPLY'S HOME PAGE :)
JUST SHARiNG :)
PRESENTiNG : CHASE COY (DEAR JULiET)i LOVE THEiR SONGS "NEVER CHANGE AND iF THE MOON FELL DOWN TONiGHT."
i HAD THESE TWO SONGS CLiPPED iN THE FiRST ViDEO i'VE EVER MADE. iT WAS A GiFT FOR MiKE ON OUR FiRST YEAR ANNiVERSARY :)
i WASN'T REALLY FAMiLiAR ABOUT THE BAND AND i FELT THE URGE OF FiNDiNG THE RiGHT SONG/S FOR THE ViDEO. SO i ENDED UP BROWSiNG SONGS IN YOUTUBE TO KNOW iF i CAN FiND ANYTHiNG NiCE THERE. AND EVENTUALLY, i DiD :)
AND SiNCE THEN, i KEPT ON BROWSiNG AND DOWNLOADiNG MORE SONGS OF CHASE COY (DEAR JULiET) AND i HAD THEM STORED iN MY LAPTOP, MY CELLPHONE, AND iN ANYWHERE i CAN DO SOUND TRiPPiNG :)
i ALSO CREATED A PLAYLiST OF THEiR SONGS AND I POSTED iT ON MY MULTiPLY'S HOME PAGE :)
JUST SHARiNG :)
i WANT MORE FRiENDS HERE! :)
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